Wednesday, April 21, 2010 11:33 PM
i did not expect to have another poping matter in us..im seriously am sorry aite..maybe it was what i felt..i don't mind u wanting to blame me for it..partly i was getting to exhauted for what happen in school..so yar..i truly am sorry seyy..
it hurts when i got to know i often been the one making a fool of myself by having "tittle" made for me after things happens..mostly its bad..SUCKS A LOT KAYY... all im able to do is got to know bout it and act as though i never did that..
i sometimes wonder why u have me in your life...hmm....i don't mean to push u away...(next tym i'l put glue between us instead,till u get sick of me)..
once again im sorry..
~ you're everything I need
Sunday, April 18, 2010 12:47 AM
i'm upset,but i still do care..waited long enough but i went to think i should just fuck hack care... i do understand how it suppose to be,parly i think that u do understand that we shall continue being like this..no more to say cause i'm just too tired, i rather go off to bed and sleep with peace.
~ you're everything I need
Wednesday, April 14, 2010 11:23 PM
BAGIKU KAU AMAT SEMPURNA BUATKU.AKU BERSYUKUR KEPADA TUHAN KERANA MEMBERI KU PELUANG MENGENALI SEORANG INSAN SEPERTIMU. AKU SEDAR ,KINI CINTAMU ADALAH KUNCI BUAT KEBAHAGIAN DI DALAM HIDUPKU INI.WALAU BAGAIMANA PUN,KU TETAP AKAN MENJADI MILIKMU.
KASIH SAYANG KU BUATMU TIDAK HENTI KU BERIKAN PADAMU MD KHAIRIL.
~ you're everything I need
Sunday, April 4, 2010 11:49 PM
27 and 28 of march would be one of the moments in my life that i would not forget.. Its the day i first went to meet Khairil family. First time me beeing so close and had a chat with them. Both his parents are such lovely (i'm not saying for the sake of saying- it true seyy!!) Both his mom and dad have their very nonsense jokes.. I love it when me and his mom would be in tag team if were talking/disturbing Khairil. hahaha... Further more Khai's mom is cute too..
Only GOD knows how i felt about that two days.. I was invited by his mom to attend his cuzzy wedding celebration. GOD knows how awkward i felt? How embrassing it felt? and also how enjoyable and glad too having to be with them on that day...
During that wedding i helped around with what i could help with.. Not doing anything, sitting on that chair made me feel stupid. On that day, there were few times Khairil had to leave me and what i did to keep me accomapany?? TWITTING!! hahahha..
And yar, on Sunday i decided to wear my Maroon Baju Kurung Songket...What a relieve, seeing the mom wore red and the two sister with Maroons too.. heeeh.. I felt scared, scared to be the odd one.. People would go around asking, "who the hell is she?" and "why she is here?"... hmmmm....
wuuw, i've known the family and so thise them..what will happen next?
~ you're everything I need
10:16 PM
i Miss u khairil... two days i never meet you lei..hehhe.. but its ok im used with that.. i'm wondering what's the plan for tomorrow. i'm thinking about you now. i guess tonight i'll be staying up late, waiting for you to be back from work Khairil. When the clock strikes 12 and you will be done.. wow, just like cinderella!! hahaha i'm counting down.
HEARTS YOU!!
~ you're everything I need
